I'm surrounded by people but yet I feel lonely...
somehow, that phrase sums up all the feelings I have right now.
i'm not talking about my family, coz' they're awesome, but people here implies my friends, my peers.
i'm surrounded by many people, but yet i'm lonely.
makes me wonder,
is it me or is it them?
i feel that it is me.
problem is, there's no one trying to tell me where i'm wrong in behaving or socializing.
what on earth should i do?
stop making friends and be a self centred person?
that's not exactly an option is it?
or is my character only suitable to some people?
some tried to tell me that you should start talking to people.
i'm not the kind of person who text messages or calls people on random.
if there's no need to talk to them, i don't.
i'm not sure.
ironically, people who i don't meet everyday or talk to everyday are those who knows me best.
and i thought the people who i hang out with knows me.
person A asks person B thrice to go somewhere.
i thought i was close with A, because i hang out with her and i thought that A and B weren't close.
but A asks B to go, and didn't even tell me.
now, i know that it's stupid or unimportant to feel this way but i can't help but wonder:
A asks B and didn't even care to tell me?
which brings me to my other question:
i thought i was close.
why? was inviting me to go as well too hard?
and it leads to yet another question:
why no invite?
is because of 'me'?
typing this, i'm reminded of another story.
a friend of mine has a party and i was invited.
dude who has supposed to invite me, and whom i thought i was close to, didn't even remember to tell me that i was invited.
i had to find out from someone else.
what, was texting me too hard?
no credit?
what?
is it me?
damn!!!
all i can say for now is
DAMN!!!
Monday, February 28, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
why bother dating?
another rant here.
question to all u daters out there..
Why date someone if u're not even close to your dates?
let me give a situation.
boy and girl dates. girl however isn't even that close to boy, instead, girl is close to boy's best friend and tells the best friend everything.
boy becomes upset and hides a pain, which frankly, can't be expressed because its his own best friend.
which strengthens my question:
why date someone if u dont even trust them?
when u date someone, isnt that the person u're supposed to trust? the person you tell your feelings to, your thoughts and your ideas.
instead nowadays, couples, its just about the making out and the status.
but is that what relationship is nowadays?
isnt a healthy relationship based on communication, which frankly isnt honored anymore?
ask a couple very deep questions about their dates, and tell me, can they answer them? i dont think so.
ive known too many couples who arent even close to each other. they think they know each other, but they really dont.
if u're close to someone but wants to date another, my suggestion would be no.
why?
coz its going to cause lots of heartbreaks and pain and eventually murder and suicide.
okay just kidding but who knows.
so my question:
why bother dating if u're not even going to trust your dates?
question to all u daters out there..
Why date someone if u're not even close to your dates?
let me give a situation.
boy and girl dates. girl however isn't even that close to boy, instead, girl is close to boy's best friend and tells the best friend everything.
boy becomes upset and hides a pain, which frankly, can't be expressed because its his own best friend.
which strengthens my question:
why date someone if u dont even trust them?
when u date someone, isnt that the person u're supposed to trust? the person you tell your feelings to, your thoughts and your ideas.
instead nowadays, couples, its just about the making out and the status.
but is that what relationship is nowadays?
isnt a healthy relationship based on communication, which frankly isnt honored anymore?
ask a couple very deep questions about their dates, and tell me, can they answer them? i dont think so.
ive known too many couples who arent even close to each other. they think they know each other, but they really dont.
if u're close to someone but wants to date another, my suggestion would be no.
why?
coz its going to cause lots of heartbreaks and pain and eventually murder and suicide.
okay just kidding but who knows.
so my question:
why bother dating if u're not even going to trust your dates?
Friday, February 25, 2011
it just ain't fair...
okay, i got this as a bbm...
10:00pm
Girl: babe, let's meet later. I miss you.
Boy: alright, I'll just finish this round of game.
Girl: you're choose your game than me!?
Boy: don't worry, I'll be there, okay?
Girl: okay, I'll be waiting.
hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time.
The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls.
He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained.
01:00am
The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.
Brother: someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!
Boy: don't mess with me man. Stop joking.
The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.
11: 00pm
Babe, where are you?
11: 30pm
Babe, why is your phone off?
11: 45pm
Babe, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? : '(
12: 00am
Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you're not drunk when you get home.
______________________________
Guys, you'll never know when you'll lose the people you love.
Show them everyday how much you love them because you'll never know when you can't, anymore.
now, i wonder, why is that the bbm implies that the girl died because of the guy is being an ass?
because
one, not all guys are jerks
two, not all guys put games first than girl
and three, not all guys forget a date...
now what if something like this happened?
10:00 pm
Guy: babe, let's miss later. i need you.
girl: alright, i'll just finish this episode of America's Next Top Model.
Boy: You choose TV more than me?
Girl: Don' worry, i'll be there okay?
Boy: okay, i'll be waiting
hours passed, more episode of America's Next Top Model came into play and she enjoyed it too much and forgot about the time
the girl looked at her cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls.
she shut her phone down to pretend her battery was drained.
01:00 am
The girl went to the guys house and saw her bf's bro panicking outside the house and looking for her.
Brother: where the hell were you? because of u, his life had changed. thank you for missing out on the most important night of his life. *say the phrase using the "Because of u song"* he's not the DotA world champ anymore.
Girl: dont mess with me man. stop joking.
The girl opened her cellphone and looked at her messages
11:00 pm
babe, where were you? Razor is killing
11:30 pm
Babe, why is your phone off? i need you too help me battle huskar.
11:45 pm
Babe, this new dude with dwarven is assassinating me. im frustrated. where are you?
12:00 am
Happy Destroy My Day babe. I 'love' you. i wanted you to help me personally, but i think i won't be seeing you tonight. Good night. dont be surprised if u wake up tomorrow morning underwater.
girls, you never know when you'll lose the people you love.
show them everyday how much you love them because you'll never know when you can't anymore.
........ that's so beautiful
but wait, there's more!!
guy filled with hatred and anger, kidnaps girl, ties her, ships girl off to pacific ocean, becomes serial killer, learns about nuclear physics, makes atomic bomb, destroys world.
now, you see, what if its the girls fault?
what if because of the girl, not only the dude dies, but the entire human civilization had to suffer because of it?
we're not all assholes you know. :(
10:00pm
Girl: babe, let's meet later. I miss you.
Boy: alright, I'll just finish this round of game.
Girl: you're choose your game than me!?
Boy: don't worry, I'll be there, okay?
Girl: okay, I'll be waiting.
hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time.
The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls.
He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained.
01:00am
The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.
Brother: someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!
Boy: don't mess with me man. Stop joking.
The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.
11: 00pm
Babe, where are you?
11: 30pm
Babe, why is your phone off?
11: 45pm
Babe, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? : '(
12: 00am
Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you're not drunk when you get home.
______________________________
Guys, you'll never know when you'll lose the people you love.
Show them everyday how much you love them because you'll never know when you can't, anymore.
now, i wonder, why is that the bbm implies that the girl died because of the guy is being an ass?
because
one, not all guys are jerks
two, not all guys put games first than girl
and three, not all guys forget a date...
now what if something like this happened?
10:00 pm
Guy: babe, let's miss later. i need you.
girl: alright, i'll just finish this episode of America's Next Top Model.
Boy: You choose TV more than me?
Girl: Don' worry, i'll be there okay?
Boy: okay, i'll be waiting
hours passed, more episode of America's Next Top Model came into play and she enjoyed it too much and forgot about the time
the girl looked at her cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls.
she shut her phone down to pretend her battery was drained.
01:00 am
The girl went to the guys house and saw her bf's bro panicking outside the house and looking for her.
Brother: where the hell were you? because of u, his life had changed. thank you for missing out on the most important night of his life. *say the phrase using the "Because of u song"* he's not the DotA world champ anymore.
Girl: dont mess with me man. stop joking.
The girl opened her cellphone and looked at her messages
11:00 pm
babe, where were you? Razor is killing
11:30 pm
Babe, why is your phone off? i need you too help me battle huskar.
11:45 pm
Babe, this new dude with dwarven is assassinating me. im frustrated. where are you?
12:00 am
Happy Destroy My Day babe. I 'love' you. i wanted you to help me personally, but i think i won't be seeing you tonight. Good night. dont be surprised if u wake up tomorrow morning underwater.
girls, you never know when you'll lose the people you love.
show them everyday how much you love them because you'll never know when you can't anymore.
........ that's so beautiful
but wait, there's more!!
guy filled with hatred and anger, kidnaps girl, ties her, ships girl off to pacific ocean, becomes serial killer, learns about nuclear physics, makes atomic bomb, destroys world.
now, you see, what if its the girls fault?
what if because of the girl, not only the dude dies, but the entire human civilization had to suffer because of it?
we're not all assholes you know. :(
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Only if...
Yes, and you're back with amateurshowman.blogspot.com and its awesome writer, me!
haha.
Hellooo everybody?
how y'all doin?
good?
bad?
awesome?
me you ask?
oh you embarrass me.
im awesome of course.
okay, let's stop with the self praising now.
so, like last tuesday i went to singapore poly to look at the school
and let me tell ya,
it was awesome!
the programs and the facilities they offered was something i never dreamt of.
they offer 227 diploma programs.
what more can u ask?
to get in though, that's a different story.
let's just say because of it, i have to take
wait for it
5 IGCSEs in may or june
and
i only have 3 months to prepare for everything.
impossible?
we'll see.
actually, i'll see coz im the one taking it.
okay..
did u know in sg u cn take o lvls without attending school?
private candidate...
anyhow, in the more recent news..
grades 7, 8, and 9 have abandoned the grade 10 and left for malaysia.
we are so getting our revenge.
but probably next time.
anyhow, i just gotta get this out.
u know whr girls posts all this status and talks about what great guys should do?
have they once considered that in order to receive those treatment for us dudes, they gotta give also?
its great for those girls that realize that they have to give in order to take, but for those who keep taking and taking, this might be the answer to some of ur problems.
im not trying to offend anyone, just gotta let it out.
anyway, the next two weeks are going to be cruel.
pray for me.
oh yeah, more youtube.
christina grimmie
www.youtube.com/zeldaxlove64
awesome singer.
and sam tsui
www.youtube.com/kurthugoschneider
not exactly his channel, but the collab channel.
anyhow, gotta go.
l8r dudes.
www.youtube.com
haha.
Hellooo everybody?
how y'all doin?
good?
bad?
awesome?
me you ask?
oh you embarrass me.
im awesome of course.
okay, let's stop with the self praising now.
so, like last tuesday i went to singapore poly to look at the school
and let me tell ya,
it was awesome!
the programs and the facilities they offered was something i never dreamt of.
they offer 227 diploma programs.
what more can u ask?
to get in though, that's a different story.
let's just say because of it, i have to take
wait for it
5 IGCSEs in may or june
and
i only have 3 months to prepare for everything.
impossible?
we'll see.
actually, i'll see coz im the one taking it.
okay..
did u know in sg u cn take o lvls without attending school?
private candidate...
anyhow, in the more recent news..
grades 7, 8, and 9 have abandoned the grade 10 and left for malaysia.
we are so getting our revenge.
but probably next time.
anyhow, i just gotta get this out.
u know whr girls posts all this status and talks about what great guys should do?
have they once considered that in order to receive those treatment for us dudes, they gotta give also?
its great for those girls that realize that they have to give in order to take, but for those who keep taking and taking, this might be the answer to some of ur problems.
im not trying to offend anyone, just gotta let it out.
anyway, the next two weeks are going to be cruel.
pray for me.
oh yeah, more youtube.
christina grimmie
www.youtube.com/zeldaxlove64
awesome singer.
and sam tsui
www.youtube.com/kurthugoschneider
not exactly his channel, but the collab channel.
anyhow, gotta go.
l8r dudes.
www.youtube.com
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